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Life Is Short, So I Bought a Dress

May 12, 2014

A couple weeks ago, I bought a casual designer dress.

A full-price casual designer dress.

For no special reason besides I wanted it.

Then I spent several days riding the neurotic teeter-totter between regret (we could’ve bought groceries with that dress!) and recklessness (I deserve to look good, darnit!).

Where did I settle?

Someplace in between.

Life Is Short So I Bought a Dress

I’d had a stressful day, right? After a hectic morning of activities on the now infamous dress-purchase Thursday, I returned home to a voice mail from my women’s clinic. Just call us back, they said, and I sighed deep because I knew. Doc McStuff-‘em found something suspicious on my mammogram. They “needed more pictures.”

Like the first screening wasn’t enough super fun. Let’s go back for an encore.

I didn’t freak out because the call wasn’t exactly a shock. Let’s just say the ladies and I share a bit of a health history, which is why I get mammograms at my age (pre-40) in the first place. More pictures meant more of the same.

Unless they meant something different this time.

Something scary.

Which I wouldn’t know until I got the re-takes.

So of course I got on the horn to our babysitter and sped back to the clinic that afternoon, because I just wanted to get it over with and return to normal, ignorant life. And thankfully, that’s exactly what happened. Nothing to alarm us, Becky; be on your merry way and follow up in six months.

Great.

I headed back home, picked up my daughter from school, then drove straight to the boutique downtown and snagged an impulse purchase.

Why?

Because life is short, and I am worth more than money.

See, during the couple hours of uncertainty, between receiving the call and the all-clear, my head strayed to strange places. What if this is something more than nothing? What if everything changes today, in a moment’s notice? How many women right now, this very hour, are hearing the news no family wants to hear?

It happens everywhere, to anyone.

What if today is my turn?

It wasn’t. But in those clock-ticking, God-trusting minutes of the unknown, I became openly aware that life on Earth is fragile and finite. This existence that I hoard and burden with to-do lists, technology, distractions and goals—if I knew I’d lose it all tomorrow, how would I spend today?

“Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience,” (Colossians 3:12).

As moms, our inherent value is not in what we do, how we look or what we can afford. It’s not measured by how our kids behave, which school they attend or what advanced grade level they’re reading. Our value is not even determined by the number of hugs and kisses and Pinterest-perfect cupcakes we shower on our family in a given day or a year.

Our value is set by God—long before we become wives and mothers. Long before sleepless nights and diaper runs and softball tournament Saturdays strip our energy and our glamour and cause us to question our worth.

He made us.

And he gets to decide who we are—holy and dearly loved.

So I didn’t buy the dress because I needed it. I didn’t buy it because I care about labels or reinforced stitching. I didn’t even buy it because my daughters glowed and told me Momma, you look stunning in that dress! (Although that certainly helped.)

I bought it because life is precious, and it’s time to start living as one who is cherished. If I am to display compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience to others, then I darn well better show it to myself, too. Most of the stuff I worry about day to day—including the cost of that dress—will shrivel and fade when I get where I’m going. Which for any one of us might be sooner than we think. Therefore pardon my questionable logic, but sometimes, in order to remember my incredible worth as a daughter of the Most High King, it helps me to dress the part.

I am not worth an overpriced article of designer clothing, that’s true.

But I am worth the boost of confidence it brings.

Confidence in a God who created me, loves me, and wants me to love me, too.

So my only regret now? It’s not buying the dress. But I do wish I’d read the care label first. Hand-wash only. Seriously? Who has time for that?

Apparently I do. That’s my penance.

And I will gladly pay it.

Blessings,
Becky

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Comments

  1. Monica says

    May 12, 2014 at 7:31 pm

    As soon as I read the title, I had to stop right then and there to read this post. I’ve been wanting a certain little gadget for months now, but never had the courage to buy it myself. It’s nowhere close to a needed item, and it’s only purpose would be to make me smile. Like you, my mind would go over all of the other things we could do with the money I’d feel guilty for even daydreaming about the purchase. Friday, I came home to a gift with a handwritten note taped to it on my nightstand. My sweet, sweet husband purchased my frivolous gift for me. He did it because he knew I’d never do it for myself. He did it just because. He did it because he loves me. Isn’t that how the Father loves on us? We can’t always pinpoint why, and we are so undeserving. But He loves us. I was so excited and encouraged to read your post, because I am that girl who often feels like spending over $50 on myself is a crime. Life is short. I’m thankful for a husband who is teaching me that occasionally it’s ok to be a little frivolous every now and then.

    • Becky says

      May 15, 2014 at 10:47 am

      Oh, I’m so glad you got your gadget, Monica. I hope I can meet that wonderful husband of yours someday. 🙂

  2. Julie says

    May 12, 2014 at 9:13 pm

    Can’t wait to see you in it! Thanks for the good reminder – that verse is one of my very favorites for that precise phrase, “Holy and dearly loved.” Enjoy feeling gorgeous!

    • Becky says

      May 15, 2014 at 10:47 am

      It’s one of my favorites, too, Julie!

  3. Linda@Creekside says

    May 13, 2014 at 8:46 pm

    So thankful with you, Becky … those words ‘Nothing to alarm us’ are sweet, sweet music to our ears. I hear that tune with you tonight!

    Blessings from your next door neighbor over at Beth’s!

    ;-}

    • Becky says

      May 15, 2014 at 10:48 am

      Thank you so much for joining me here for this post, Linda. Your words make me smile.

  4. Hillary says

    May 13, 2014 at 10:04 pm

    This was so sweet. I’m glad you bought the dress! And I absolutely believe that how you dress affects your attitude and mood. Which is why I shouldn’t lounge in my pjs so often…

    • Becky says

      May 15, 2014 at 10:49 am

      Guilty… sometimes I put on nice clothes with nowhere to go just so I feel less yoga-pants type frumpy. 🙂

  5. Leighann says

    May 14, 2014 at 8:37 am

    what a great lesson. We all should take the time and indulge once in awhile.

    • Becky says

      May 15, 2014 at 10:50 am

      I’m learning to love myself like God loves me. We definitely should all do that. Thanks for reading, Leighann!

  6. Shell says

    May 15, 2014 at 9:54 am

    Phew! I”m so glad everything is okay! I do agree that we need to treat ourselves once in a while- whether it’s a dress or doing something fun… we don’t have forever for those things.

    • Becky says

      May 15, 2014 at 10:50 am

      Thanks, Shell. 🙂 You’re so right, we don’t have forever.

  7. Stacey says

    May 15, 2014 at 10:35 am

    I’m very glad everything turned out okay for you! This post was a eye opener for me…maybe I shouldn’t deny myself a treat on occasion, who knows if I’ll get another chance?

    • Becky says

      May 15, 2014 at 10:52 am

      I think it all stems from knowing we are loved and valued, no matter what life brings. Thanks for reading, Stacey!

  8. Rachel Kathyg @ onlinesisterhood says

    May 15, 2014 at 12:24 pm

    Thanks so much for sharing this. Your words really spoke to me today–that our value is set by God. It is easy amidst the kiddos and stresses of life to forget sometimes the very simplicity that we are holy and loved by Him. found you at imparting grace linky. Have a wonderful week.

  9. Angela says

    May 15, 2014 at 8:50 pm

    I just saw a news segment on a 24 year old weather woman who had a stroke. She was healthy and she had a stroke. It’s one of those “life is short” moments for me. So I ate chocolate. I didn’t realize until after that it comes with the hidden label, “workout later.” Next time, I’ll buy a dress 🙂 Visiting from Thriving Thursday!

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